I know you haven't. We talked about it that day... the day I misunderstood everything and felt really bad for it. You're my first guy for everything, but I don't see it as different really than having sex with a girl and ...
[Scott shrugs. His history is no secret. He leans in and kisses Carter.]
I didn't realize how different it would be to you, so that's why I've felt hesitant to move forward. I want to learn with you, but we've been dating for a while and you never mentioned it, and I guess I don't know what you think about it, and why it's different, or how it's different. Maybe I'm wrong. I mean, I know you said you weren't a virgin. I assumed that meant penetrative sex with a girl.
[This is why Scott was nervous, because parts he didn't understand, and he tried to and when he didn't-- he thought something was up with him. So, now that Scott says he loves him. He's doing his best, but his thoughts are still scattered. He runs his hands along Carter's sides as they talk.]
No, you don't have to touch me with your mouth, but would you be against me trying it with you? Or do you think it's gross?
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Date: 2024-04-22 12:50 am (UTC)[Scott shrugs. His history is no secret. He leans in and kisses Carter.]
I didn't realize how different it would be to you, so that's why I've felt hesitant to move forward. I want to learn with you, but we've been dating for a while and you never mentioned it, and I guess I don't know what you think about it, and why it's different, or how it's different. Maybe I'm wrong. I mean, I know you said you weren't a virgin. I assumed that meant penetrative sex with a girl.
[This is why Scott was nervous, because parts he didn't understand, and he tried to and when he didn't-- he thought something was up with him. So, now that Scott says he loves him. He's doing his best, but his thoughts are still scattered. He runs his hands along Carter's sides as they talk.]
No, you don't have to touch me with your mouth, but would you be against me trying it with you? Or do you think it's gross?