[Carter makes an exasperated sound and kisses his cheek.]
Scott, knock it off. You didn't 'misunderstand everything', it was just one thing and we've moved past that so stop emotionally whipping yourself over it.
And if you didn't know what I think or why it's different, all you had to do was ask. But that's what we're doing now so it's okay.
[He kisses his cheek again.]
It's different to me because I've never had penetrative sex with a guy, aka a dick in my ass. I've done some light anal play but nothing like that so I don't really want to just dive right in and be like WOAH MASSIVE DILDOS! Or full dick is ass let's goooo!
I like the idea of using fingers to start so we can both get a feel as to how deep and how wide we can both go, then from there we can either use toys or start to do partial penetration. Does that make sense?
And no, I'm not against you licking my ass. I don't think it's gross so long as I get to have a shower beforehand.
Wait. Who says that you have to be the one with the dick in your ass. Did you just assume that it would be that way, and that we couldn't have sex because maybe I wouldn't want yours in me?
[It's not exactly the point, but to make such a distinct difference between the two, and make it sound like it only went one way-- had Scott feeling weird, since Carter didn't want Scott assuming things for him. What if Scott was ready for all of that, and didn't mind it. It was a big step, but with preparation, it didn't take a lot of build up in his mind. It wasn't like they had to do it now, but the fact that it had always been flipped around in Carter's head was odd.
Taking a breath, Scott shrugged.]
I said I'd let you set the pace, and that's fine. I'm still ready when you are, and like I said. I don't mind being on the bottom or taking anything right away. That's your preference to build up. I understand it completely, but it's not how I feel. Plus, I think that showers are good anytime we mess around. I don't like being dirty if I know you're going to be going down on me at all. Those are my thoughts.
I thought I did. I told you that I've been ready to be with you whenever you're ready. Because of me, my wolf, I don't know, maybe it's a mix of the two, maybe I'm not a great person. I ... don't wait. I love you, and because of that you know that I'll do what you need. It's just a lot different from what I've done in the past, but you're more important to me than any of that.
[What's Scott supposed to say. He has already said that he's okay with whatever Carter wants to do, but if they're waiting because he's worried about something being in his ass, then they don't have to because Scott isn't worried about it. Scott would have done that shortly after they started dating. It really is kind of a moot point now, because it feels like they've over talked it, and Scott doesn't even know what he's saying at this point.
He's starting to feel bad for saying anything. Although, he can't regret it in part because now he knows that they are in love and that's more important than anything about sex. He'd rather sit and cuddle Carter forever at this point.
With a sigh, he tugs Carter in closer and kisses his neck softly, inhaling deeply, wrapping his boyfriend's scent around him. Scott brushes his cheek against his shoulder and then kisses it. ]
In the end. This. This is all that matters. You. You are all that matters to me. The rest is superfluous. I love you.
Hey. You are a great person, I wouldn't love you if you weren't so knock that off. It just means you dive in feet first where as I like to wade in the water.
[He says and hugs him back tightly.]
And I know it's weird to talk about all this stuff but it's good, it helps me understand what you want and need because that's important to me, okay?
That being said, do you wanna try some of that prostate stuff tonight?
I don't know what I want to do right now, but be with you for a little bit. I got turned around, so give me a minute. I need to be close like this and just touch you for a while, is that okay? I know, I ...okay, I'm not going to apologize again, even if I want to.
[It's hard, because Scott does feel like he's mixed it all up, but due to all that's happened what he wants most is to be in the moment and enjoy being in love. He wants to feel all of his body pressed up tight to Carter's. It's been so hard for Scott not being with him all the time lately, and he sort of shut down some of his hormones and they overwhelmed him.
Scott forgets about things like that. He forgets that he needs to Cater to all his needs no matter what. He's still learning about being in a relationship with someone very different from himself. He loves Carter so much though, and has for a while so it feels perfect to inhale him, and spread his scent across his shoulder. Marking and mating are natural instincts to the wolf, especially one in love-- and that's something Scott will deal with, but he's got to figure out his triggers, and how to hold onto them while not feeling bad about them. ]
[Carter says and moves so he can press and cuddle as much of his body against Scott as he can, his hands running over his boyfriend's body slowly and tenderly.]
I love you, Scott.
[He says softly and then falls silent, letting his body be a source of comfort for the other man.]
What am I going to do with you. You're always so wonderful.
[...and understanding about all my faults, Scott thinks as he buries his face into Conner's shoulder. It feels so good here. Scott's body gives off a lot of heat, so he's rarely cold, but there's a certain comfort found in the way two bodies feel when they're resting together--it's like they give off a special warmth of their own and Scott relishes that.
He loves the way he can lay here and listen to all the different sounds of Carter's body as it moves through the functions of life, breath, heart, digestion, all of it. It's all a part of him, and it always has been. He sighs and kisses the shoulder he's at, and then Carter's neck softly.]
It feels really good that we can say that out loud to one another.
[He says with a happy little sigh, holding Scott close. His heart does feel lighter, just like it did when he and Scott admitted their big secrets to one another, that each of them had powers. It had seemed like such a big deal when they thought they couldn't say anything and now it was just normal for them. They had accepted one another and grown closer.]
I like being honest with you. I know it's not always easy, but I really do love you and don't want to keep anything from you.
[Feeling a little small and contrite for letting his hormones get in the way earlier, Scott sighs with a happy nuzzle and a little growl in his throat. It's such a relief to find a partner here who will love him and accept him for exactly who he is.
Hell, Carter was even turned on by some of Scott's more wolfish features. It felt so good to know that earlier.]
[He laughs at the sound of Carter giggling next to him, then moves and makes the little growl again up against Carter's neck, scraping his teeth over the surface and sucking on it some. His arms tighten briefly, body shivering again with knowledge of how close they are. It's a miracle that he ever found someone this wonderful. ]
Yeah, well I do it when I'm happy, and you my very sexy boyfriend make me very happy.
Me too. You fit me perfectly, and I don't think I've ever loved someone like this before. It's so different, so deep.
[There was no other way to describe the way in which Scott cared for Carter. It was like the other male had nudged his way beyond his heart and into the corner of his soul. There was even acknowledgement from his wolf, and that was something that Scott had never had before. It had never once reacted to any of his other partners.
This was a whole different level, and Scott knew it. He shifted his body and pressed himself tight up against Conner's hip. Searching for his mouth again, Scott found himself hungry once more, nipping and tugging at Carter's lower lip as he kissed him..]
I will never tire of the way your body feels laying naked against mine.
[Running his hand down along Carter's side, he plays his fingers over Carter's hipbone. He could spend hours tracing patterns and licking up marks, taking the time to enjoy his boyfriend's body. That was one thing that Scott really enjoyed doing. It turned him on as much as anything else did. ]
Your body is so sexy. It's amazing, and I will always love it, love touching it. Still never forget the first time I saw you pull your shirt up. I think I went dry in the mouth and wanted you then and there...
[Closing his eyes, Scott can remember how his body reacted in ways he never thought he would to another male. It was wonderful and different. Sure, Scott had glanced at guys-- but the visceral response was almost instant after he started thinking about how he could be with Carter.
There was a bulge alright, and it was entirely uncomfortable in his jeans. Dipping his head, he pushes it against Carter's shoulder. ]
Calling me out like that is so rude.
[He laughs, not meaning a bit of it. ]
You've made me feel things I never thought I would from the very beginning, love.
It's not my fault you were so hot, and have this body that doesn't stop.
[There's a laugh that dies on Scott's lips when Carter starts to stroke Scott's cock again. It had softened some, but it easily grows once more with the gentle touch of the man Scott loves. ]
Mn. I love you. You are the only one who knows how to make me hard like this, and I'm very glad for it.
[Bringing up his hand, Scott runs it along the side of Carter's neck, slipping fingers into his hair while he kisses and runs his teeth along the other side of Carter's neck.]
[The rate in which Scott gets hard again is flattering and Carter makes a soft noise as Scott kisses and grazes his teeth against his neck, the skin prickling pleasantly and goosebumps rising up along his arms.]
Do you want to stay here on the couch or move to the bed?
[Sitting back for a second, Scott tips his head and laughs softly. He nuzzles Carter again and kisses along the back of his ear.]
You know, We're almost always doing things on the couch or floor, maybe we should try a bed again.
[Slowly sliding away with a soft groan, missing the touch of his love's skin, Scott holds out a hand for Carter to come with him. He could easily have lifted him if he wished, but this time he decided that he wanted to watch him walk naked. It's a great pleasure to do, and Scott finds himself biting on his lip as he does it.]
[He says and take the offered hand, letting Scott help pull him up off the couch. He then grins and gives Scott's ass a hearty slap before dashing towards the bedroom, laughing and literally jumping onto it.]
[Scott jumps up, but watches... A running, flying boyfriend that's buck naked is something to see. Scott would have laughed if he'd been dressed, with Carter naked he's leaning on the door frame holding his stomach laughing.]
You're such a dork. You go from horny to running and jumping on the bed. Do you know how your balls bounced when you ran like that?
[Cause of course, Scott was watching the ass shot. It was a great ass, but there was also the bouncing balls. It was hilarious. Then the dick that went flying through the air and jiggled like this semi hard thing when he flopped.]
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Scott, knock it off. You didn't 'misunderstand everything', it was just one thing and we've moved past that so stop emotionally whipping yourself over it.
And if you didn't know what I think or why it's different, all you had to do was ask. But that's what we're doing now so it's okay.
[He kisses his cheek again.]
It's different to me because I've never had penetrative sex with a guy, aka a dick in my ass. I've done some light anal play but nothing like that so I don't really want to just dive right in and be like WOAH MASSIVE DILDOS! Or full dick is ass let's goooo!
I like the idea of using fingers to start so we can both get a feel as to how deep and how wide we can both go, then from there we can either use toys or start to do partial penetration. Does that make sense?
And no, I'm not against you licking my ass. I don't think it's gross so long as I get to have a shower beforehand.
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[It's not exactly the point, but to make such a distinct difference between the two, and make it sound like it only went one way-- had Scott feeling weird, since Carter didn't want Scott assuming things for him. What if Scott was ready for all of that, and didn't mind it. It was a big step, but with preparation, it didn't take a lot of build up in his mind. It wasn't like they had to do it now, but the fact that it had always been flipped around in Carter's head was odd.
Taking a breath, Scott shrugged.]
I said I'd let you set the pace, and that's fine. I'm still ready when you are, and like I said. I don't mind being on the bottom or taking anything right away. That's your preference to build up. I understand it completely, but it's not how I feel. Plus, I think that showers are good anytime we mess around. I don't like being dirty if I know you're going to be going down on me at all. Those are my thoughts.
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[He explains and kisses between Scott's brows because he can see them starting to furrow.]
Well then tell me how you feel.
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[What's Scott supposed to say. He has already said that he's okay with whatever Carter wants to do, but if they're waiting because he's worried about something being in his ass, then they don't have to because Scott isn't worried about it. Scott would have done that shortly after they started dating. It really is kind of a moot point now, because it feels like they've over talked it, and Scott doesn't even know what he's saying at this point.
He's starting to feel bad for saying anything. Although, he can't regret it in part because now he knows that they are in love and that's more important than anything about sex. He'd rather sit and cuddle Carter forever at this point.
With a sigh, he tugs Carter in closer and kisses his neck softly, inhaling deeply, wrapping his boyfriend's scent around him. Scott brushes his cheek against his shoulder and then kisses it. ]
In the end. This. This is all that matters. You. You are all that matters to me. The rest is superfluous. I love you.
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[He says and hugs him back tightly.]
And I know it's weird to talk about all this stuff but it's good, it helps me understand what you want and need because that's important to me, okay?
That being said, do you wanna try some of that prostate stuff tonight?
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[It's hard, because Scott does feel like he's mixed it all up, but due to all that's happened what he wants most is to be in the moment and enjoy being in love. He wants to feel all of his body pressed up tight to Carter's. It's been so hard for Scott not being with him all the time lately, and he sort of shut down some of his hormones and they overwhelmed him.
Scott forgets about things like that. He forgets that he needs to Cater to all his needs no matter what. He's still learning about being in a relationship with someone very different from himself. He loves Carter so much though, and has for a while so it feels perfect to inhale him, and spread his scent across his shoulder. Marking and mating are natural instincts to the wolf, especially one in love-- and that's something Scott will deal with, but he's got to figure out his triggers, and how to hold onto them while not feeling bad about them. ]
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[Carter says and moves so he can press and cuddle as much of his body against Scott as he can, his hands running over his boyfriend's body slowly and tenderly.]
I love you, Scott.
[He says softly and then falls silent, letting his body be a source of comfort for the other man.]
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[...and understanding about all my faults, Scott thinks as he buries his face into Conner's shoulder. It feels so good here. Scott's body gives off a lot of heat, so he's rarely cold, but there's a certain comfort found in the way two bodies feel when they're resting together--it's like they give off a special warmth of their own and Scott relishes that.
He loves the way he can lay here and listen to all the different sounds of Carter's body as it moves through the functions of life, breath, heart, digestion, all of it. It's all a part of him, and it always has been. He sighs and kisses the shoulder he's at, and then Carter's neck softly.]
I love you too, so, so much.
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[He says with a happy little sigh, holding Scott close. His heart does feel lighter, just like it did when he and Scott admitted their big secrets to one another, that each of them had powers. It had seemed like such a big deal when they thought they couldn't say anything and now it was just normal for them. They had accepted one another and grown closer.]
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[Feeling a little small and contrite for letting his hormones get in the way earlier, Scott sighs with a happy nuzzle and a little growl in his throat. It's such a relief to find a partner here who will love him and accept him for exactly who he is.
Hell, Carter was even turned on by some of Scott's more wolfish features. It felt so good to know that earlier.]
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I love it when you growl like that, it tickles and sounds really sexy.
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Yeah, well I do it when I'm happy, and you my very sexy boyfriend make me very happy.
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You make me happy too.
Happier than I have been in years actually.
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[There was no other way to describe the way in which Scott cared for Carter. It was like the other male had nudged his way beyond his heart and into the corner of his soul. There was even acknowledgement from his wolf, and that was something that Scott had never had before. It had never once reacted to any of his other partners.
This was a whole different level, and Scott knew it. He shifted his body and pressed himself tight up against Conner's hip. Searching for his mouth again, Scott found himself hungry once more, nipping and tugging at Carter's lower lip as he kissed him..]
I will never tire of the way your body feels laying naked against mine.
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Same.
You have such a beautiful body, Scott.
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Your body is so sexy. It's amazing, and I will always love it, love touching it. Still never forget the first time I saw you pull your shirt up. I think I went dry in the mouth and wanted you then and there...
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Did you really?
Does that mean you got a boner under the table?
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There was a bulge alright, and it was entirely uncomfortable in his jeans. Dipping his head, he pushes it against Carter's shoulder. ]
Calling me out like that is so rude.
[He laughs, not meaning a bit of it. ]
You've made me feel things I never thought I would from the very beginning, love.
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[Carter laughs and reaches down between them to take hold of Scott's cock, stroking it gently.]
Although now that we're dating you can get hard whenever you want, sweetheart.
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[There's a laugh that dies on Scott's lips when Carter starts to stroke Scott's cock again. It had softened some, but it easily grows once more with the gentle touch of the man Scott loves. ]
Mn. I love you. You are the only one who knows how to make me hard like this, and I'm very glad for it.
[Bringing up his hand, Scott runs it along the side of Carter's neck, slipping fingers into his hair while he kisses and runs his teeth along the other side of Carter's neck.]
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Do you want to stay here on the couch or move to the bed?
[He asks and then chuckles.]
Or the floor?
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You know, We're almost always doing things on the couch or floor, maybe we should try a bed again.
[Slowly sliding away with a soft groan, missing the touch of his love's skin, Scott holds out a hand for Carter to come with him. He could easily have lifted him if he wished, but this time he decided that he wanted to watch him walk naked. It's a great pleasure to do, and Scott finds himself biting on his lip as he does it.]
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[He says and take the offered hand, letting Scott help pull him up off the couch. He then grins and gives Scott's ass a hearty slap before dashing towards the bedroom, laughing and literally jumping onto it.]
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[Scott jumps up, but watches... A running, flying boyfriend that's buck naked is something to see. Scott would have laughed if he'd been dressed, with Carter naked he's leaning on the door frame holding his stomach laughing.]
You're such a dork. You go from horny to running and jumping on the bed. Do you know how your balls bounced when you ran like that?
[Cause of course, Scott was watching the ass shot. It was a great ass, but there was also the bouncing balls. It was hilarious. Then the dick that went flying through the air and jiggled like this semi hard thing when he flopped.]
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[Carter says with a grin and pats the spot next to him.]
Balls always bounce around if they're not in underwear, it's natural. If I had totally stiff balls then I'd be worried.
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ooc: just a heads up that I'm starting a new job so I have to drop our text thread
Never any problems. Let me know if you ever want to do things with our other peeps if you have time.
Will do, for now just these two cuties is good <3
sorry for the delay, I had a medical procedure done.
No apology necessary! <3 You doing okay??
yeah, so far so good. one more test this week. fingers crossed.
I'll cross my fingers, toes, uhh eyes? All of it for you <33
thanks hun <333
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