[Considering every single part of this was new to Scott, including the desires that had crept up and over him yesterday as he listened to and watched Isaac out of the side of his eyes, Scott felt the need to convey some semblance of normalcy-- which to him was the porn up on the screen of his computer.
The biggest difference between yesterday and today, was that there were two men having sex on the screen today, and Scott was watching every single detail and his body was already tied in knots, hard and on edge when Isaac scampered through the window with ease. Thankfully, he repressed his urge to jump at the sound of his name.]
I'm right here.
[still wearing jeans and a tee, Scott was laid out on the bed with his laptop open. He rolled over to watch the other boy approach, knowing that the smell of his arousal hung heavy on the air. It was all he could do to keep from licking his lips as he thought about what lay under the clothes that Isaac was wearing. Fuck. What the hell was going on with him. This was not normal. He did not think like this.]
[ Issac replied easily as he brushed his tongue along his lower lip as he walked towards the bed and Scott- it was hard not to think of how they'd been there the other night. The sound of Scott's gasps dancing in his ear in the most addictive way-...really, maybe he should have just been braver and reached over to take the Alpha's cock in his hand. Felt the weight of it. Made the other moan just for him- but yeah, he wasn't even sure the other wanted him to cross that line. Not back then, at any rate.
He was just going to move towards the bed, watching Scott as he rolled towards him before he paused as the other smell did indeed hit his senses. He already almost felt overwhelmed at that.]
Doing a little research?
[ Issac asked as he nodded to that gay porn with a sly little smirk- trying to act cool as he grabbed the hem of his shirt with one hand and pulled it up and off his body, letting it drop to the floor as he started to work on his belt as he took a confident step forward. He was trying to be the sexy hot one here. ]
Or is that just your flavor of porn and you never told me?
[How quick did Isaac work his way into Scott's every fantasy after the experience they shared yesterday. The alpha wasn't even aware of how intensely bi-leaning his feelings were. It wasn't until he could hear the slight moans and shuddered breaths of Derek's beta that he knew exactly how attracted he was. Then there was that come that he wanted to reach out and swipe a finger through.
Even now Scott could see it. Steadying himself on the bed, the young alpha set his eyes on the other werewolf in the room, forgetting to breathe when Isaac grabbed the hem of his shirt and flipped it over his head with such nonchalance. did he even know what he was doing. Following suit, Scott sat up and pull his own t-shirt off. He kept his eyes locked on Isaac the entire time.]
It's ... well, I figured it would be better than what we watched together yesterday. It's pretty hot. I've never watched guys doing it like this before.
[was there an audible gulp as Scott's eyes followed the lean planes of muscle down to Isaac's button where his fingers rested. He was catching the alpha's attention alright. There was no strip show that could have been any better. In fact, Scott rolled forward and reached out, placing his hand on Isaac's.
He swung his feet forward so he was seated at the end of the bed and with a twist of his wrist he had the button and zipper undone. From there it was a small reach for his lips to lean forward and come into contact with the skin of Isaac's hipbone. Parted lips licked over the milky white, silken rise of bone, sucking softly, but hard enough to bring pink to the surface for a second before natural healing made it disappear a second later.]
[from here] [Not exactly sure of the reaction, Scott leans back and turns to order another beer. His face is blazing as well, cheeks twenty shades of red all at once. He's not kissed many people in his life, and he knew he took a chance here; one he's never taken before. Swallowing down a cough, he nods.]
Yeah, um, uh, I will. I'll be sure to check them out. I.. I can't... think.. uh, remember the last one I watched, maybe I will in a little bit. uh..
[he stops and looks down at his hands for a few seconds, another breath as he composes himself.]
Sorry if I... If I misread that. I still want to be good friends, okay? You're really cool.
[Carter also takes a deep breath and then glances at Scott, seeing how he's looking down at his hands and leans in to kiss his cheek softly.]
No it's not that, I just....wasn't expecting that. I also didn't think you...uh..liked guys. You were talking about girls a lot earlier so I kind of assumed you were straight.
[Scott's smile starts small, but grows exponentially as seconds pass and the fact that Carter kissed him sinks in. Sure, Carter might be the first guy he's ever kissed, but that only means his heart beats even harder when he realizes those kind eyes are returning affection.]
I... don't really know what I am. I think you're great, and really ... great. Yeah, uh. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I don't know. I guess this means I'm bi? I never had time to think about sexuality, honestly. I mean, I've thought guys were attractive, but there was never one that really stood out. Until...now.
[He reaches out and holds his hand out for Carter's again, leaving it as an open invitation this time, one that they can make a decision about together.]
[Carter laces his fingers through Scott's and smiles, it's a sweet and completely genuine one.]
I get that, I was kind of in that spot about a year and a half ago so I get it. Next time I won't be so surprised now that I know you're not just fooling around.
[It's that smile again. The one that Scott noticed immediately and thinks is his favorite thing about Carter, along with the genuine compassion and energy in Carter's eyes. It makes his heart beat fast when they hook fingers again.]
One thing about me, is that when it comes to people and things like this, I don't fool around. I don't know, I'm always pretty real with this stuff. I may be slow in learning about myself, but uh, I'm learning .. and I'm glad you can understand.
You too, are kind and compassionate that is. That's one of the best things about you, right next to your smile.
[There's this bright grin on his face that he can't help now.]
So, what was it like for you when you figured out you liked guys and girls. Was it like this, or did it take more time? I'm suddenly wondering if I always did and just didn't think about it.
[Carter says as his cheeks go pink and his smile grows even more.]
For most my life I've noticed attractive guys and girls but I never really thought about it as 'oh I'm bisexual' because I only ever dated or slept with girls. But that might be because I was too chicken to try being with a guy or hadn't met one I wanted to date, I don't really date all that often in general.
But then I met this guy at a drop in dance class and it wasn't just me noticing that he was attractive but being really attracted to his personality and I realized I wanted to date him and kiss him. I got real confused but luckily my ex girlfriend talked me through things and the more I thought about it the more comfortable I got with the idea of liking both.
[There goes that flip in his stomach, and he runs his fingers carefully once more back and forth against Carter's knuckles. This time there's conscious intent.]
I've only dated three people, and the last was somewhat of a thing I think because we both missed people. I didn't mean it that way, but when I look back... [he gives an awkward shrug.]
You knew you were attracted then. I never thought about it, really. I guess I have been before. I couldn't act on it, because I was dating someone. It was gut feelings in passing, I think. I mean, Brett and probably someone I came close to really almost hating, but he redeemed himself.
[It's weird for Scott to think about it this way now, and realize that he was attracted to different guys, but didn't linger on it at the time. He knew the feeling, but there was so much going on that he couldn't ever allow himself the freedom to think on it.]
[A little tingle goes down Carter's spine when Scott runs his fingers across his knuckles.]
It's weird to say but in all the time that I noticed when guys were attractive I never thought of it as 'oh I am attracted to him' it was always 'oh he is a good looking guy' which was probably my dumb brain phrasing it that way so I didn't have to sort through all the confusion it brought up in me at first.
Brain patterns and thoughts can be so strange sometimes.
Yeah, that's mostly what it was like. Cause, like that's what I was thinking. Brains are the strangest things. I mean, I remember from trying to take AP Biology that the body was so much. If I didn't have Alison's murder that year, I might have finished it.
[He shakes his head, and half snorts a laugh at himself. He was so dedicated at the beginning of that year. Life at Beacon Hills High was insane. Never a dull moment of rest for him. Carter would find his brain a nightmare most of the time.]
Yeah, I felt like I would with anyone else I liked immediately. It was obvious to me. It only really hit me after I kissed you what it really meant for me.
Hey, that's pretty wild. You know I was just thinking the exact same thing. I mean, not about bringing you something, about the liking you thing. Plus, I'm the guy, it's kinda my job to bring you things. :) My mom brought me up right and all that.
Is this you asking me out again? Are you sure you got the right person this time. haha. Yea, the next time we go out. I'd like that.
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Date: 2023-03-05 04:49 pm (UTC)The biggest difference between yesterday and today, was that there were two men having sex on the screen today, and Scott was watching every single detail and his body was already tied in knots, hard and on edge when Isaac scampered through the window with ease. Thankfully, he repressed his urge to jump at the sound of his name.]
I'm right here.
[still wearing jeans and a tee, Scott was laid out on the bed with his laptop open. He rolled over to watch the other boy approach, knowing that the smell of his arousal hung heavy on the air. It was all he could do to keep from licking his lips as he thought about what lay under the clothes that Isaac was wearing. Fuck. What the hell was going on with him. This was not normal. He did not think like this.]
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Date: 2023-03-05 05:03 pm (UTC)[ Issac replied easily as he brushed his tongue along his lower lip as he walked towards the bed and Scott- it was hard not to think of how they'd been there the other night. The sound of Scott's gasps dancing in his ear in the most addictive way-...really, maybe he should have just been braver and reached over to take the Alpha's cock in his hand. Felt the weight of it. Made the other moan just for him- but yeah, he wasn't even sure the other wanted him to cross that line. Not back then, at any rate.
He was just going to move towards the bed, watching Scott as he rolled towards him before he paused as the other smell did indeed hit his senses. He already almost felt overwhelmed at that.]
Doing a little research?
[ Issac asked as he nodded to that gay porn with a sly little smirk- trying to act cool as he grabbed the hem of his shirt with one hand and pulled it up and off his body, letting it drop to the floor as he started to work on his belt as he took a confident step forward. He was trying to be the sexy hot one here. ]
Or is that just your flavor of porn and you never told me?
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Date: 2023-03-05 05:18 pm (UTC)Even now Scott could see it. Steadying himself on the bed, the young alpha set his eyes on the other werewolf in the room, forgetting to breathe when Isaac grabbed the hem of his shirt and flipped it over his head with such nonchalance. did he even know what he was doing. Following suit, Scott sat up and pull his own t-shirt off. He kept his eyes locked on Isaac the entire time.]
It's ... well, I figured it would be better than what we watched together yesterday. It's pretty hot. I've never watched guys doing it like this before.
[was there an audible gulp as Scott's eyes followed the lean planes of muscle down to Isaac's button where his fingers rested. He was catching the alpha's attention alright. There was no strip show that could have been any better. In fact, Scott rolled forward and reached out, placing his hand on Isaac's.
He swung his feet forward so he was seated at the end of the bed and with a twist of his wrist he had the button and zipper undone. From there it was a small reach for his lips to lean forward and come into contact with the skin of Isaac's hipbone. Parted lips licked over the milky white, silken rise of bone, sucking softly, but hard enough to bring pink to the surface for a second before natural healing made it disappear a second later.]
Are you going to complain.
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Date: 2023-09-17 08:17 pm (UTC)[Not exactly sure of the reaction, Scott leans back and turns to order another beer. His face is blazing as well, cheeks twenty shades of red all at once. He's not kissed many people in his life, and he knew he took a chance here; one he's never taken before. Swallowing down a cough, he nods.]
Yeah, um, uh, I will. I'll be sure to check them out. I.. I can't... think.. uh, remember the last one I watched, maybe I will in a little bit. uh..
[he stops and looks down at his hands for a few seconds, another breath as he composes himself.]
Sorry if I... If I misread that. I still want to be good friends, okay? You're really cool.
thank you for moving <3
Date: 2023-09-17 08:39 pm (UTC)No it's not that, I just....wasn't expecting that. I also didn't think you...uh..liked guys. You were talking about girls a lot earlier so I kind of assumed you were straight.
captcha bites. <3
Date: 2023-09-17 09:04 pm (UTC)I... don't really know what I am. I think you're great, and really ... great. Yeah, uh. I've had girlfriends in the past, but I don't know. I guess this means I'm bi? I never had time to think about sexuality, honestly. I mean, I've thought guys were attractive, but there was never one that really stood out. Until...now.
[He reaches out and holds his hand out for Carter's again, leaving it as an open invitation this time, one that they can make a decision about together.]
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Date: 2023-09-17 10:17 pm (UTC)I get that, I was kind of in that spot about a year and a half ago so I get it.
Next time I won't be so surprised now that I know you're not just fooling around.
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Date: 2023-09-17 10:47 pm (UTC)One thing about me, is that when it comes to people and things like this, I don't fool around. I don't know, I'm always pretty real with this stuff. I may be slow in learning about myself, but uh, I'm learning .. and I'm glad you can understand.
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Date: 2023-09-18 12:09 am (UTC)[He clarifies.]
You don't seem like that type of person at all, you seem really kind and compassionate.
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Date: 2023-09-18 02:55 pm (UTC)[There's this bright grin on his face that he can't help now.]
So, what was it like for you when you figured out you liked guys and girls. Was it like this, or did it take more time? I'm suddenly wondering if I always did and just didn't think about it.
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Date: 2023-09-18 05:36 pm (UTC)[Carter says as his cheeks go pink and his smile grows even more.]
For most my life I've noticed attractive guys and girls but I never really thought about it as 'oh I'm bisexual' because I only ever dated or slept with girls. But that might be because I was too chicken to try being with a guy or hadn't met one I wanted to date, I don't really date all that often in general.
But then I met this guy at a drop in dance class and it wasn't just me noticing that he was attractive but being really attracted to his personality and I realized I wanted to date him and kiss him. I got real confused but luckily my ex girlfriend talked me through things and the more I thought about it the more comfortable I got with the idea of liking both.
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Date: 2023-09-18 08:57 pm (UTC)I've only dated three people, and the last was somewhat of a thing I think because we both missed people. I didn't mean it that way, but when I look back... [he gives an awkward shrug.]
You knew you were attracted then. I never thought about it, really. I guess I have been before. I couldn't act on it, because I was dating someone. It was gut feelings in passing, I think. I mean, Brett and probably someone I came close to really almost hating, but he redeemed himself.
[It's weird for Scott to think about it this way now, and realize that he was attracted to different guys, but didn't linger on it at the time. He knew the feeling, but there was so much going on that he couldn't ever allow himself the freedom to think on it.]
You, I didn't even think twice. It was easy.
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Date: 2023-09-19 12:09 am (UTC)It's weird to say but in all the time that I noticed when guys were attractive I never thought of it as 'oh I am attracted to him' it was always 'oh he is a good looking guy' which was probably my dumb brain phrasing it that way so I didn't have to sort through all the confusion it brought up in me at first.
Brain patterns and thoughts can be so strange sometimes.
[And he would know....]
Wait? Really?
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Date: 2023-09-19 02:27 pm (UTC)[He shakes his head, and half snorts a laugh at himself. He was so dedicated at the beginning of that year. Life at Beacon Hills High was insane. Never a dull moment of rest for him. Carter would find his brain a nightmare most of the time.]
Yeah, I felt like I would with anyone else I liked immediately. It was obvious to me. It only really hit me after I kissed you what it really meant for me.
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Date: 2023-10-21 01:50 pm (UTC)Hey, that's pretty wild. You know I was just thinking the exact same thing. I mean, not about bringing you something, about the liking you thing. Plus, I'm the guy, it's kinda my job to bring you things. :) My mom brought me up right and all that.
Is this you asking me out again? Are you sure you got the right person this time. haha. Yea, the next time we go out. I'd like that.
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Date: 2023-10-21 09:25 pm (UTC)Yea. I guess it is me asking you out again. Don't worry, I've definitely got the right person this time. <3 I'm looking forward to next time.
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Date: 2023-10-23 03:33 pm (UTC)Alright. Then I'll get to work on planning a date, a real one this time. Thinkin the other one did alright for spur of the moment though.
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Date: 2023-10-24 04:35 am (UTC)Hey, the first one was really amazing even though it was kind of spontaneous. Might be pretty hard to top that one. <3
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